When i was a teenager

I grew up in a well-of family between fruits and farm animals hoping some day find my first love  , i started to go to the high school like a good boy studius , polite and happy to learn  and while the first day was running i realize then ( there is nothing to fight for in my way ) .I return to the same college the next year with a different mind a different skin without respect nothing in that place and thinking i were the best , as the year passed with me i realized then ( i don't deserve love of anybody i am with) , when i was 14 there were 3 years since my father gone and now on these days i just see him once for month ,better than many people i know but it doesn't matter now i grow up ,  now i  am strong.When i was 15 years old i began to understand what means love  with my first official girlfriend i think the best of all , i learnt how to fly and how to scratch my skin , i learnt how to smile and i learnt how to live , she showed me how to make her the love and teached me how to trust on our bond and after 5  years of a lovely song , it has to happen the shympony turn off and i had to get appart of her cause i am finding myself again and the flowers in my chest have been blomming again and the ideas on my mind start to blow again like when i was a teenager or maybe a little before  maybe when i was a baby with dreams and toys in my room but while i am writing this i realize that , now i am a man and i have a tennager soul and i dream as a child

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