Bad emotions and white feelings , gray deceptions and felling down without dreaming , dreams can bleed too and make you stop wishing and the love become the bigger drop of our blood walking seductive out of our own and smiling until the last drop of blood use up and tell us the true about what the real pain is , would you understand this darling?? ,
I grew up in a well-of family between fruits and farm animals hoping some day find my first love , i started to go to the high school like a good boy studius , polite and happy to learn and while the first day was running i realize then ( there is nothing to fight for in my way ) .I return to the same college the next year with a different mind a different skin without respect nothing in that place and thinking i were the best , as the year passed with me i realized then ( i don't deserve love of anybody i am with) , when i was 14 there were 3 years since my father gone and now on these days i just see him once for month ,better t